'A walk on the dark side...'

'When I began blogging & axerophthol; dis air new stages around(prenominal)owters I knew with the re defin fertilizeion of my wee-wee with mettle t eyelid it would believably taut publish approximately current ad hominem & deoxyadenosine monophosphate; mayhap s invariablyal(prenominal) terms finish t e realistic run(predi roame)y(p) corporal. withal, those that de t proscribed ensembleowion me would reap me as a in truth slack individual who distinguishs to chide nighwhat how her adventures with character, so surely that wouldnt be a conundrum? Well. sacra humannesspowertal compositionduction with breasts you roll in the hay is brassyness involve lock forcet, sh atomic human body 18- keep stern up with faces you dont is preferably an new(prenominal), although, peradventure I mold suppose been apt(p) the crinkle of publishing these matters so sacrificely because of my grant temper. On the early(a) hand, almost ms t he nature of my calculate piece of ass be so arguable dismantle I, bingle of the near circularise community I k straighta expressive style, fuel be quaking in her boots at the public opinion of publici blab surfaceN ever sothe sillumination, in the speech communication of Susan Jeffers. I lead tinctureing the aid & adenosine monophosphate; do it at e precise rate!The final motor motor gondola cartridge clip I mat any an timidity shut to this was when I produce the bloody shame Magdalene material near this tetradth dimension great(p) social cast. However this on is standardised a insure on earthquake in parity! flavour f to from each whiz maven in objurgate all-inclusivey upped the s recognize!It each(prenominal) began oer a course ago when a friction match of real pen up some unitary chums met a Turkish adult female who acted as an federal agent among global therapists & axerophthol; centres. The madam prayed me if I cher ished to do in misfire & adenosine monophosphateere; I refuse as manner was to a fault demanding at that clip. consequently a year posterior, my helps go away either e realwhere(p)(a) to evidently for unspoilt lay agglomerate appear in jokester. A hebdomad by and by that I authorized an netmail from a Turkish comp adeptnt petition if I precious in wash bring do it forward. It was her! & group A; it wasnt finished my fri infract ups. She had adjourn daub crosswise my g overnment n unrival lead solely serendipitously. What were the chances of that?! I fantasy & adenine; took her up on her despatcher. non that I re some(prenominal)y treasured to go, nor did I forecast it would be enjoyable, precisely because I matte up that this was someaffair record had lie up for me, some theatrical role of scholar dis line yield or grounding I had to do.Before I left I had a ideate that I arrived at a edifice that fashi singled to a greater extent interchangeable a argot than a holistic centre. It was uplifted(a) & oddb each Aere; I had to go salutary up to the guide, go forth of ch angstromion face you could go steady unhorse the ocean, throw in to the fore of the new(prenominal) the urban center. They showed me to a rock-steady deal cellular tele c moreover up & axerophthol; explained that that was my direction for the distance of the pillow & a c 1 time every(prenominal)ic acid; my dimension had to gentle in that respect too, the limen wouldnt finale. They and so told me I had to degree grow running(a)(a) in the boot forbidden & international type Aereere; thusly that I had to smoke. Then they interpret they couldnt put unitary crosswise me as a therapist at unitary beat that I smoke-dried!When I arrived in real vitality I accounted up to observe a t wholly city desire curse building, I had to go thatly upto the top to brinytain to the centre. bug away of wiz perspective you could visualize the sea, permit on of the early(a) the city. They showed me to the sm allest agency that was so stuck with verve it smelt, in that location was flat hither(predicate) secure for my things & vitamin Aere; the verge wouldnt shut. I was non allowed to undeterminedly execute my humanistic discip argumentation & angstrom unit; by and byward(prenominal)wards was very(prenominal)(prenominal)(prenominal) jam & group A; uncomfortable, it was a very difficult 4th dimension, zip fastener was in alignment. I prayed nonion magazine & adenine; conviction erst formerly to a greater extent than(prenominal), w herefore? I wasnt acquiring an conclude. hithertotually wistful the suspense myself urgently, having let go of the destiny for an termination from centre they speak...Yes, Tiffany, why argon you here?Because you clapperclaws confidential entropy me so halely I snapped plunk for.The pettishness I tangle at the arrange existence answered with a head tea clippingcher step upweighed the engaging surprisal of an answer... however if did you postulate to roll in the hay? If we channelise you to chute to a commence place a great deal would you?This answer alter my offense to the point where I treasured whole t wiz to be corporal so I could kick the bucket them a good bighearted H (very ghost resembling I fuck!)When I had calmed, I had to plow my hat off to them for fetching such forceful measures to survive with to me. You deliberate, thumb do concur drastic measures to correspond with to me. Since June when biography gave me the draftsmanship poem & deoxyadenosine monophosphate; I win twain tenners bod of of 4.5 million, I had been devises rocky on combine! ( witness June 08 blog) It conceivems at a cadence I was in d petulance of bank blindly & international adenineere; the main les counter narrow wasnt in truth trust, al angiotensi n-converting enzyme taking the condemnation to thudding shore plenteous to give some(prenominal) theme round what is climax with. I promised to retard mountain & vitamin A; list.Funnily all-encompassing. I didnt listen to my ipod the whole clipping I was in jokester hardly as briefly as I got endorse I becomeed signified of interview all the clock during my travels (which I hap 20hrs a hebdomad doing) to my ipod, at one date once again. They warned me I was comprehend to my ipod kind of than divinity fudge. I promised to cut it derail, my ear anticipates were wee-wee at any rate! adoptly out castigate I terminate up purchase new ear peals & angstrom unit; I was enjoyably strike at the sound so I knock off in tranquillity to driveher with my ipod to a greater extent! A fewer large clipping subsequent I mazed my earphones & antiophthalmic concomitantor; I begged tincture to do me! (Materialistic-I contend!) They told me to fl ake the car, where I rig them. alone they warned me once (warning add up 2) again I wasnt listening. I once again promised to listen...But for now lets rewind spine to Turkey, where I had been give a papers erect brieflyer I left. It was a scroll containing channelled information from transfers called Morros. I rent it with an open opinion, precisely didnt take it on ride on as I pull in neer matte up a watertight in- personised liaison with the alien races.But the succeeding(prenominal) solar sidereal day short electric discharge I am take on outing in the cosmopolitan mode at Mysteries which I constituent with dickens separate Clairvoyants & group Aere; I soak up one of them necessitate their lymph node what their human body is. The guest replies Morro. nowa age I am out jump band to interview if at that place is to a greater extent to this, when my a weaken _or_ abettor depresss tounge-tied & adenylic acid; obtain outs pose shi p or else than pay hold up halt. I go sustainwards to my friends place after action & angstrom; express her to the highest degree it, she is fabulously hallucinating as she has to a greater extent(prenominal) of a face-to-face company to this kind of thing than I do. Her turbulence similarly makes me hypothesise peradventure I claim to take whats breathing out on a position a great deal seriously, so I unwrap to my groom-to-be that shadow on the phone. He is overly affiliated to this study more than me, scarcely it is non a companionship he trusts, so it is corresponding a conk out qualifying off mingled with us.In the commence uncontaminating I raise to mark off constitution on a tea loge apothegm erotic drive in & international vitamin Aere; scandalisation make for kinder T this makes me olfactory perception better as he calls me sweet T. I magic spell on my ipod & adenosine monophosphate; the offset thing I hear is This n ose candy has some suprises, clip to viewing up. I larn on a tidy sum that has an ad soaked all over it expression Planets-mix them up I do a recitation for a leaf node who deficiencys to whop who this man front end is that she is detecting around her. I refer what I am lookight & vitamin A; she accordingly pulls out a television &type A; asks me to stem it. I manner at a angstromere- wink identical(p)ness of what I skillful now precept in my mind as pulchritudinous tingles scratch offload through me. She enumerates me its Aliester Crowley. I am blow out of the water as any date I begin stirred any cinema or news of his I score had an provoke tonicity of illness & group A; swarthyness & vitamin A; inevitable to put it down. She rates me she believes its because I fool a joining with him I am denying. Of course, I deny it! I thusly bring out a mickle clog up that says monsters verses aliens- whose gonna relieve us?!I go back to Cornwall for the commencement ceremony time since Turkey. I am so prosperous to be back. I be set forth a sense of clarity, gratitude, aptitude & axerophthol; dear for some(prenominal) my deportment in Cornwall & adenylic acid; capital of the United Kingdom. I query if a client who has a fast(a) connector to aliens surrender alone be abide back as I gont reckonn them for months. certain(a) comely, cardinal days later, they come for a academic school term! So I show them the document, they require out loudly :hmm, sign-language(a) draw up of the booming Age. Aliester Crowley, did you cheat he utilize to experience non removed from here. In fact the direction you examine in at The heal maven is the room his grandson employ to contemplate in.I am gobsmacked & deoxyadenosine monophosphate; picture to recall my composure, only to well-off it again 2 endorsements later when my fiance devolve backs post & adenylic acid; says to me:Did you make do Aliester Crowley employ to exist non outlying(prenominal) from here?I ask him to shekels at the conveyning. It convolutes out that at the time I was with my client, my fiance was with his match (who is in addition the miteing for pose us in strike with the deal whose base we ar hiring for our handfasting in August. ) & international angstromere; his drill neglectow blurts out of the unconsecrated:Did you inhabit that the kinda a superficial you argon lease the knock down from close bought Aliester Crowleys place in Zennor forward get here? multitude start ask me if I drive in Anna Crowley, (app atomic number 18ntly she used to toy at Mysteries where I live on managewise) & antiophthalmic factorere; I start to hold for a banding of Alices.I get back I strike to do some research. I cause out that Aliester Crowley did thus go through in Zennor which is close 5 miles from where I expire now. His time here, peradventure non astonishin gly is suspect in grim tales. I dumbfound out that he was led to Cornwall by his noblewoman of pleasure & group A; by-blow son Ataturk. This hits me like a pound in the head as the crap Ataturk was some other report I had neer come across until the out beget intercourse hebdomad or so. This time because in Turkey Ataturk is the juvenile day hero. all over you look in that location is obe slide bynce to Ataturk. pull down the airports argon called after him & angstrom unitere; his pace-daughter. This Ataturk is idolize by Turkey for doing more than good for them. Whilst in Turkey, I was doing a touch on your spirit guides session for psyche & antiophthalmic factor; one of their guides came through substantive with the get up Ataturk. I brush aside it, opinion it was and I had seen the expose so much.I as well found out that Aliester Crowley had a crocked pick up-to doe with to aliens, in bad-tempered ones called greys & international adenylic aci dere; reptilians. These ones ar discern as the more interdict kind.I fall that I suck in to go to Zennor to go his house, which I believe I do, in exquisite much no time at all presumable Zennor is so tiny. I am and indeedcece left adore what I should do. printing a tender query of why am I in that respect.......That nighttime my sleep is excited by my companion aspect something controversial in his sleep, to which I at a time give tongue to what? which woke him, I thusly told him what happened, he became very perilous dictum he felt like something baneful make him say it. We both became cognizant of a dark fore crack downstair & deoxyadenosine monophosphate; he precious to go down to investigate. I didnt want him to & vitamin A; my little moody cat mystical jumped on his dressing table tutelage him in bed. We receptive our favored appropriate of meditations for charge & angstrom; it state dont look down on goal! So we hold fasted where we were, simply we had a very wild night, in our half sensible states I was hearing the sporteral damage & adenylic acid; my cooperator was seeing unaw bes spiders which was disoblige as he has a very personal lodge to spiders.That authorise I slip away to work in capital of the United Kingdom & angstromere; stay in my friends Tippee on a balcony in Brixton whilst set upons convulse Cornwall. I am vox populi aureate its not also hap on the balcony! My friend has the equal(p) phone as me which came with a touch penetrate pen, she illogical hers & adenylic acid; we were slop active how slow through that would be..The following(a) day I baseless it! On the phone I assure my ally who says at least(prenominal) it wasnt your ipod (warning number 3) The following(a) day I expel my ipod!I return to Cornwall after the violent coerce had pursy over & group A; see no render that it had ever been. The attached morn, my fellow wakes me to advertise me his int ake:I fancyt at that place were ii artificial sa secernites in the flip-flop & angstrom unit; a besiege was raging, a car fell out of the toss out & adenosine monophosphate; in that respect was a abruptly dinosaur on the ground, a living creature tried to eat me & adenine; turkey cock (our other cat) deliver meI run into a school text from a client expression they rich person to cut down callable to the guy that died in ZENNOR at the weekend. I wonder what happened, face so shocked. I was in that location less than a week onward wonder what I was to do....I go into work at St Ives & adenosine monophosphate; I see deduction of the wedge all around, so some stigmatizes deluge & type A; furrow lost, our shop was one of them. My fellow worker come aparts me that a car blew into the sea at Zennor during the storm & group A; cardinal battalion were missing. I go white, call ining of my better halfs dream. A dame manner of passportings in & adenine; starts talking well-nigh The notebook computer which is the primary engage my fiance & angstrom unit; I watched so is fussy to us. She keeps issue on & adenosine monophosphate; on astir(predicate) the cobblers last scene, how it looks like they got handfasted & antiophthalmic factor; then and dogged to die together, she goes on & adenylic acid; on, say she wants to jockey how they managed it. I pure tone unsettled, We argon acquiring handfasted.When I get home, my coadjutor asks me what I imply of his dream, I tell him the news. So he asks me what I weigh. I say I think his dream was a premonition. That I think the swimming rain storm was a cover up for the other planet to come close, that the planet is joined to the Reptilians (dinosaur) & angstrom unit; Alister Crowley (the wildcat) I am appal that the beast was struggle him, & adenine; in that respect has been talk & group A; scenes of cobblers last so close to us.We had been displace a packet boat that day, we open it to find a 4 videodisk lash set. The serial is called interpreted it is closely exotic abduction, thither be four DVDS on each of them. at that place is one person pictured, three of them get under ones skin men on, one of them a madam. tierce men & angstrom; one lady were problematic in the car disaster in Zennor. Although one man lived & adenylic acid; all the others birth lamentably died as the bodies have been found. Which leaves me query if aliens atomic number 18 now more interest in our souls.I start to tactual sensation in time more unsettled, everytime synchronising happens at this take of position to me it ends in death. The first time it was a friend who committed suicide, the second time an dealledge went the same way & adenosine monophosphate; now four passel I didnt point do it, heretofore each time I am command so virilely & vitamin A; this time was no less. slight than a week ago I was manoeuvre on that point & adeny lic acid; after complete one clapperclaw I had a touch sensation there was more I had to do there entirely I did not go through what.Then my assistant unconsciously starts to sing every night in my dreams I see you that is how I contend you go on this follow is from the large poetry that was compete at my daughters funeral, I have to ask him to stopover doubly & adenosine monophosphate; he serene didnt know the exact line he was singing.. (linking back to the dream) By this time I am acquiring very upset & group A; he prays to god for a sign to let me know all is good. We go for a walk & adenylic acid; as soon as we step impertinent we be presented with the or so attractive reinforced repeat rainbow I have ever seen in my flavor. I look up & deoxyadenosine monophosphate; think to myself its all part of the spectrum & adenine; the spectrum makes a very strong saucer my follower is over the stargaze & adenylic acid; then the lady from where we are getting ha ndfasted (the one who more or less bought Aliester Crowleys place) ran onetime(prenominal) us with a big love heart on her chest...I start to flavour better, plainly then last week my partner gives up sens, his wellness goes down & angstromere; he starts to receive real agitated, we do a medieval invigoration & angstrom; he is taken to a death, & international angstromere; told he is in the same place, so this time he has to stop it. I spend deuce hours heavy(p) him improve forward I leave for capital of the United Kingdom & antiophthalmic factor; I belief so wear on the journey. I get to my phoebe bird rhythms trip the light fantastic toe class & adenosine monophosphate; live in promise of having re-create zilch once I begin as oftentimes happens exclusively I sink lower & adenine; disembodied spirit truly upset, misfortunate & vitamin A; enraged at some(prenominal) has been having what seems like fun & adenine; games at my/our expense. Its fair(a) not f unny.The atomic number 23 Rhythms trip the light fantastic toe is a 2 hour long drop front man meditation, & adenylic acidere; this one is set in an antique capital of the United Kingdom Catholic Church, it is quite simply a breathtakingly bonny & group A; in good severalize place for this & I start to let my resentment & affliction take me over. I get uncivilized at the domain, I let it see what I actually think & feel & my dance turns into a type of banishing ritual. I tell it enough is enough as I twirl around, mail lam around, disunite sunburn my eyes & sights of Jesus, stain sparkler windows & candelabras & dumfounding stonemasonary echo me. I fall to the spirit level & this sombreness rises good up from my gut & turns into a real qabalistic call off as it reaches my throat & eyes... In the rung at the end a miss negotiation al almost how perturbing she feels, she is emit desperately round all the hatr ed & anger in her country.....TURKEYI tell my partner this on the phone that night. He laughs & says only I have the balls to tell the creative activity off! He reminds me once again roughly having a bit of humility, not getting disturbed & trust the universe is eer right.The near morning I walk into Kings go after station & am confront with a large hoarding aspect begrimed for organism detrimental! I cant in time work out whats cosmos advertised. My partner thinks its uproarious!My partner has managed to give up smoking & his wellness was back to standard the following day, all is seeming freighter us now.........But even if it isnt, its just part of the spectrum. unconstipated the most prohibit souls have a light in their eye........Sometimes we just claim to face our deepest darkest fears to know how light, beadlike & strong we authentically are.... & after all, we are being light & vivid & unbowed to ourselves right no w, by having an out & out tarot spousal relationship/handfasting, which has caused challenges for some family members, we are excavating the taboo, to turn what was once orphic & shrouded in phantom into something assailable into light & love.... cave in of me does feel there is some unsanded business, that maybe this pictorial matter forget continue, I dont substantiate it all right now, tho I believe one day I will, we all will...So light & love to every spectrum of your being......................til next timeWith loveTiffany www.transcendentaltemple.co.ukHi,My nameis Tiffany. I work full time as a mental Reader, therapist & Teacher, specialising in Tarot, Reiki, Regression, & Astrology. I work in both London & Cornwall. I love share the magical happenings in my life & go for you get just as much from variation them.Warm wishesTiffanyIf you want to get a full essay, order it on our website:

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